Everything going well ?

Assalamualaikum

Have been long time no see . How are you ? How is your holiday ? It is great ?

  I greatly missed my blog so much . So , for today i would like to share something with you . Yes. Very interesting story . It is about my feeling and my expression . Yes! fullstop .

First of all i want to shout loudly . Hey World !!! I am freedom now . I just finished my exam (SPM) yes ! I am really happy , happy and happy . But ........ until when ? Until when this happiness ? Somestimes i staring out the windows and i thought the time has come . I have to change my life . Change my lifestyle . I am not a student in a secondary nor primary school anymore . One day , I am a college student or maybe a student in a university . I dont know . But , one thing i am very sure is I am not ready  enough to face all of this . 

Can i mummy ? Yes you can honey . No . I cant . I want to stay at home . I am  your daughter . I do not want to stay far away from you mom . Even , i stay at hostel for five years but my hostel is situated close to home . Every week , every month and every time , anytime i can see you mom , dad .

Ok , lets see . I am 17 years old . I have to know that i am not a little girl anymore . Soon , i will be turning 18 years old . Its not good to listen where i am to be an independent girl . I have to do everything by my own .  Could i ? Thats the question . Am i need a motivator ?